Asher and I have stumbled across what will never be described as a "chance encounter," but rather, a meeting with some of Brakhage's friends from years ago -- friends who happen to also own many of his very rare films on 16 mm, and desire for the public to see them in that format. Needless to say, we leaped at the opportunity last night, heading up to the north side to meet the folks that Fred Camper has recently referred us to. Right here in Chicago, living in the same house, are two separate Brakhage friends: Bruce Cooper and his bountiful family live downstairs, and Mimi Brav and her teenage son live upstairs (names given with permission). The two have been friends with Stan at different points in his life, and each own a large number of his films. They somehow met up years after knowing him (in a church, no less) and later ended up as friends and neighbors. Their story is astounding, as is their love and admiration for Stan Brakhage's work.
My own reasoning for never describing such an event as a "chance-encounter," is that the day before this meeting, Mimi happened to find herself 30 miles southwest in
my suburb, at my own church, where I lead in the Sunday morning worship service (and my wife delivered the morning sermon). Out of 9 million people in the greater metropolitan area, we unknowingly connected twice in two days, through two very similar means -- Christian Spirituality and art. Brakhage would've loved the preordained feel of this "not-by-chance" encounter.
We started out as film lovers do -- we discussed lots of different films – Bruce loves Dreyer and Bresson so there was immediate identification there. We also discussed Resnais (I’ve now seen
Hiroshima mon amour several times), Cassavetes (Asher just watched
Shadows),and others, but the conversation for the most part always wandered back to Brakhage. We read letters that Stan had sent over the years, we looked at a glass piece of art he had made, and were told that Mimi owns 50 films by Brakhage, and that Bruce has another ten. All on 16 mm. Not to mention all of the audio tapes and books they have, that,
maybe we’d like to listen to some next time?…

What a great, special find, meeting these people in this moment when some of us have been trying to focus more clearly on the spiritual aspects of Brakhage’s artistic intent (and life).
So we brought the screen and projector upstairs and watched
Tortured Dust, a 90 minute autobiographical film which is shown in four reels, the fourth of which was added on at a later time for its further completion. The films mostly center on Stan’s sons and his family, with very little of himself involved in the picture. The sons are in their teenage years, and it is a time of growing up – and possibly away – from Dad. This is also a time when Stan’s marriage to Jane is disintegrating, so we are watching very tender scenes of a family that seems close, but the tension underneath the surface is that we know that things are rapidly falling apart.
Stan’s relationship with his sons at this time isn’t where he hoped things would turn out. Mimi read his letters from this period, and one event described how the sons came to a place where they actually loathed Stan’s films and refused to watch them. He wrote about a screening where family members (and more?) had begun to watch his film, but they began to slowly filter out of the room one by one until it was only him left alone with the film still running. This naturally depressed him to the core, placing even more strain on the group.
Family and nature play into all of Brakhage’s work from the 60s to the 80s, so the themes aren’t extremely new to those who are familiar with his oeuvre. What was new to me in watching
Tortured Dust was the more somber tone of the story. We are looking at real people here, people that we’ve seen before, perhaps in happier times than we see them now. Not that they all look sad – they don’t. It’s just that in retrospect we know that this is the last of Stan’s autobiographical films. So the end is near.
In one sense, it is a shame that his sons and family didn’t understand and couldn’t enter into his work. Mimi says that Stan wanted, in regard to his family, a Renaissance of sorts, a family that would have a revival of life and culture, becoming accomplished in the arts. However it is also easy to understand the family’s embarrassment at the films at times. Who wants to be photographed in their underpants or while they are sleeping? Who wants to be filmed while breast feeding or giving birth? Who wants to always be on the guard that they might be caught saying something potentially offensive or embarrassing? On the one hand, it’s a shame they couldn’t appreciate the films; on the other hand it seems a natural outcome to them.
So a bit about
Tortured Dust. In Reel One we are introduced to the family, particularly two sons, in their later teenage years, and they are shot in every possible kind of setting, in every way imaginable. Brakhage loves to watch them through the lens, and he loves to show them to the world. His kids are found in slow motion, in reverse, in shadows in dim light, in bright light with glare (In one of his letters he referred to “Standing on the sun-porch flashing multi-faceted light at the lens…”)… They're shown with animals, alone, together, naked, clothed, hazy, clear, distorted, superimposed with other images and filtered with colors and scorched lights. In other reels this trend continues, and they are pictured upside down, right-side up, as negatives, and with incredible flowing images around them, natural but enhanced by Brakhage’s lens. The film is silent, the pictures are of the ordinary and mundane tasks and the plain-speak conversations of life, but it seems that somehow, through editing and the use of flashes of light and color, Stan aims to make the ordinary extra-ordinary. Superimposed and staggered shots are edited to sway and leap off the screen.
These are extraordinary works on a large screen in 16mm. The depth is so much deeper than any Criterion-TV experience.
The image is deeper than the bonds though. Everyone in the Brakhage household is shot with some emotional distance. Stan seems separated from all except through the use of his camera. In Reel Two we get the most autobiographical of all the images in
Tortured Dust: Brakhage, alone, aiming the camera at a mirror and capturing only himself with his camera. It is more silent in this moment than in the rest of the movie – he is showing us that he is indeed alone, in this setting, with his camera.
In Reel Three there are moments when the family seems to have a more sour, confrontational look about them when filmed. One time Jane looks surprised that Stan is filming her. At other points the facial expressions just don’t seem to generate a feeling of well being. A mosaic that Jane made is easily seen in the background near the end of the film; could it be metaphorical for the individual pieces that make up an entire body of art/us?
The fourth reel, which seems to have been added years later, begins differently than the rest. Clear frames of color shoot across the screen like a fireworks display, until finally in the middle of all of these bursts (think of something like the end of
2001: A Space Odyssey, and you are close) a breast feeding mother and her baby emerge. It is Stan’s daughter, and the fourth film, more hopeful, rests in the hands of his grandchildren, interrupted by constant, whirling, soundless lightning flashes (with color that, as Bruce aptly pointed out, are foreshadowing the painted films around the corner, after the divorce)… The final shot of Stan’s beautiful three year-old granddaughter drives home the need for hope with clarity.
I cannot emphasize enough what a joy it is to see films like these in a house setting (it felt like something Bazin would’ve pulled together for his contemporaries), with the people that knew Stan and studied film under him, people who still love and remember him all these years later.
CansafbRG, you Chicago film-lovers that we know are still lurking around, you have got to come with me and meet these people and see his work all lit up like this. We are going to meet again on a Monday night next month… MdSteves? I believe this is in your neighborhood, too.
Leary, we need you home…. Come home soon and join us!
Top 100, I am convinced more than ever that we need to include Brakhage’s work on the list somewhere. He has 26 films that Criterion has brought to DVD. Please see them soon and let’s settle on something to recognize in the Top 100. At the very least, after over 400 artistic films, films filled with themes that are easier to recognize as inherently ours, he at least deserves a harder look from everyone here.
-s.